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Post by ~Spiritgaze~ on Aug 7, 2016 2:19:29 GMT
welp I got the two children to sleep; one after countless stories and the other (which I actually had a fun time talking to) drawing, crashing cars on a phone game, and playing drums
but yeahhhh they're asleep and I still have 1 hour and 13 minutes left to myself and I have nothing to do ):::
the house is eerily silent except for the ticking clock and their guinea pig gnawing on its water thing
oh god
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I'm jackie but from my iPad
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Post by I'm jackie but from my iPad on Aug 8, 2016 6:31:02 GMT
Om so tomorrow I have to go to camp and the rest of the week I do but I'll be done by about 5 your time each day
it's a robin hood play thing I'm actually really exited
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Post by ~Spiritgaze~ on Aug 8, 2016 14:29:50 GMT
oooo omg ok hf
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Post by Jackalleap on Aug 30, 2016 19:20:10 GMT
OMG SPIt SPIT SPIT SPIT SOMEONE TODAY IN AVANT WAS NAMED SPIDERBOUND IDK IF ITS ACTUALLY HIM SCREECH
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Post by ~Spiritgaze~ on Aug 30, 2016 22:08:21 GMT
probably, since spider came back to ttr yesterday
but anyways, I wont be online on anything anytime soon, most likely forever
mom found out I had skype (pretty sure she was searching my computer while I was at school) and yeah... rn im waiting for her to get come so we can have a "conversation" about the "chats I'm having with my internet "friends""
welp, ily a ton, don't forget that
also please tell lily and apex and really everyone that im probably gone
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Post by Jackalleap on Aug 30, 2016 23:42:29 GMT
wait so shes kicking you off the comp  !? |
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Post by Jackalleap on Aug 30, 2016 23:44:11 GMT
Ily btw <3 I'll tell amber and lily everyone
Also Orchid and flower and berry number two want to remake lucid.
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Post by ~Spiritgaze~ on Aug 31, 2016 0:15:22 GMT
im waiting for her to get home... but there's gonna be some big repercussion and I'm guessing I'll never be allowed on my comp or phone again
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Post by ~Spiritgaze~ on Aug 31, 2016 0:17:04 GMT
i think she was snooping through my computer, clicked on skype, and saw me texting my online friends during gym class
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Post by ~Spiritgaze~ on Aug 31, 2016 0:19:51 GMT
"I don't want you on Skype, especially when you're at school. We'll have to have a conversation about the chats you're having with your online "friends"."
that's what her text said
i haven't seen her all day cuz she had to take my little sister to gymnastics, but she'll be back and we'll most likely have our "conversation" in about an hour
atm my laptop is sitting open on the counter which means shes been looking through it
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Post by ~Spiritgaze~ on Aug 31, 2016 0:22:34 GMT
welp... ill see you never maybe???
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Post by Jackalleap on Aug 31, 2016 0:50:22 GMT
Well time to give a speech
Spirit I want you to know if i never see you again, that i will always be thinking about you. yes its sappy but I want you to know that you mean the world to me. If there has ever been a time I was sad, angry, or worried, I would come on ttr, hoping you would be on. You were most times. If you weren't I would think of something you said once and i would be cheered up. If I dont see you through the whole school year but in summer you come on the forum, you'll see so many poems about you. I'll miss you, but I'll have the rest of the squad to share my sadness with. I've already alerted ripple, hypno, berry number two, amber, and more to come. I'll tell spider to. I want you to know you're spunky. If you're spunky then not even being away from the squad, hw, school, and anything else will keep you from having the memories of us. I love you.
Spunky
Passionate
Intelligent
Reliable
Impossible is not in your vocabulary
T remendously good friend
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Post by Jackalleap on Aug 31, 2016 1:11:22 GMT
I guess it ends.
All the plans to meet up. Everything.
If we never see you again then the squads broke
I'll prob quit ttr btw and ik thats making it worse but without you its boring.
I'll tell you if i ever make a new friend, or what apex has to say. Your the best friend I've ever had and not seeing you again is a horrible thought.
I'll tell apex when i see him again.
I'll tell lily later to.
In all hopes I write this- Come back next summer my love <3
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Post by ~Spiritgaze~ on Aug 31, 2016 12:58:27 GMT
;-;DANGIT WISH NOW IM CRYING
I'll miss you and everyone an unbelievable ton too </3 I'm not gonna write a huge speech because you already know how much I love you, and also because i don't have time to because I feel like I'll get caught
yesterday, my mom got home and she started saying that my internet friends are all horrible predators and that it's scary to her how I've formed a bond with them
I tried to explain how these are my friends, and that they're kids like me, but she wouldn't have it
then she said that she was really upset and we would talk tomorrow (now today) after she discussed this with my father and figured out what to do with me
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Post by ~Spiritgaze~ on Aug 31, 2016 13:06:16 GMT
im hoping that I'll be able to still get on the forum secretly, but most likely I'll lose my computer and phone will only be for school... which could allow me to get on the forums, but most likely she'll put something on it so I wont be able to or something
ugh she'll most likely get me therapy too..
I wish she could see that not everyone on the internet is a stalker or whatever... these people, especially you and apex, have helped me through times where no one else irl would
Ya'll have always been there for me, and I depend on you all a ton
im just scared that ill never see you just again.. to be completely honest, before ttr, I've had suicidal thoughts
im scared that ill start having them again and actually do something against myself :C
anyways, I love you an abnormal amount, and if I never see you again, know that ill be thinking about you
I also vow that the majority of things I end up drawing will be the squad and my ttr friends
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